well it's been months since my last update..
i dont know why but i'm having trouble sleeping recently..
i'm tired..really tired..
but i have all my life around me..
oldskool+arman and aiReLL..
i could stay awake just to watch them sleeping..

recent news..
me + oldskool have a shop now..
"oldskOOL akustaiL"..
a dream oldskool had been dreaming
for us to make it happened..
alhamdullillah..it came true..

and we have a new family members..
AHMAD AIRELL AMZAR...
welcome to the world sayang..

i dont quite really have any idea what to
write actually..
but my hands just couldnt stop pressing these keyboards ;p
listening to this Ne-Yo song...
it really reminded me of
our forbidden love..
haha..walking down the memory lane again... ;D

being me..it is easier to express anything by writing...
but in this case..it's typing...

well here goes..my heart felt uneasy..
i have no idea why...
some things happen to us recently..
but we managed to go thru it...
but still..i pray and pray that Allah
will not test us with anything that we couldn't bear
to go thru..

so many thing happened in 2009...
made me realized..time flies so fast...
and i'm wondering...how am i doing??

am i being...
a good mommy to both my angels??
a good wife to my dear hubby??
a good daughter to my dear parents??
a good sister to my dear siblings??
a good friend to my dear friends??

i prayed i did good..
and hopefully it'll last forever...

and to my dear hubby..
another year to add on our married years...
thank you for being you...
for still being you..
thank you for the love
thank you for the laughters
thank you for the feeling
of missing you tho it's just for a few hours...
it shows that i'm falling in love with you
again n again everytime...

and like the lyrics says
you are my love...MY PERFECT DISTRACTIONS



||i Love you aHmad daRul anuaR+ahMad aRman ashRaf+ahMad aiReLL aMzaR||


||Never Knew I Needed||

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that i have
Of everything that i wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that i never choose
But at the same time something i don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So when you were here i had no idea
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So now it's so clear i need you here always

My accidental happily ever after
The way you smile and how you comfort me with your laughter
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So when you were here i had no idea
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So now it's so clear i need you here always

Who'd knew that i'd be here
So unexpectedly
Undeniably happy
Said with you right here, right here next to me
Baby you're the...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So when you were here i had no idea
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So now it's so clear i need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear i need you here always